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I haven't really had one before. At least nothing to this extent.

I dreamt of a ball with a large star on it. It may be filled with water, I'm not sure anymore. What I am sure is that i was trapped inside, restricted. Unable to move, I struggled and struggled until I was awaken to feel that my movements were indeed limited. I jumped out of bed, frighten, unfamiliar with my surroundings. A concerned voice asked me if I was okay. I didn't answer her, I didn't know how to answer her. I returned to bed.

I later told her of my experience. She laughed. I did too to hide my fears, not of the dream but of my reaction afterwards. I never had a dream like this before, I never felt this way before. And the fear of the unknown is enough to keep me awake.

Sometimes, life is hard. there is no reason for it it's just like that